Mea culpa

Yes it's my fault, you know when you criticize yourself in a way infront of someone else, only to boost a trivial conversation and it turns up against you??
Yeah when you do that expecting that this someone will make you feel better when he/she tells you(only by courtsey) that it's nothing and that you are being too hard on yourself, which happens occasionally if you did really pick the right person to speak with...

But you naively do that infront of a person that suffer some inferiority complex, and not only listens and agrees with you but also can add loads of nonesense to it to make you feel that you are a piece of junk??

This is the point when you quickly grab your secret weapons and start the automatic self defence procedure, launching a remorseless attack, slaughtering the poor creature that has only used a chance to feel on par with you, used a rare chance to get to you.

It's annoying that you have always to do that, though you've merely denied that what he/she said was true, but you spontaneously do it the same way a lion dig his teeth in his prey. The difference is that you look more civil with pride and dignity, like a conqueror maybe, that's how you get plauses and praise, well done, they say...

It's a wild world...